When We Lose One We Love

When we lose one we love, our bitterest tears are called forth by the memory of hours. “As I look back on all that's happened, growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me -- there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you…

(You see, I looked like father-liking or mother-liking)

Last week, I got news from my sister that my dear father was admitted to hospital for his body check-up after he had faint inside toilet. The doctor said he might get heart-attack syndrome. I first stunned for a while because I didn’t know what to do. My mind started thinking of negative part, thinking of missing him later (touch wood). I recalled my memories with my daddy too, from baby to primary school, from secondary school to university; there are so many memories coming out in my mind. My dad has really changed me and influenced me too.

Then, I “curi-curi” balik to visit him last Saturday though I was in a programme (my father is more important than others). When I went back, he was shocked I was there already. My sisters curi-curi balik too that day, hehe. Sincerely, I know that baba is worried about his health problem too especially when he has many friends passed away due to health problems. Thanks my Lord Buddha, my father is alright now; may he has many more years to enjoy life here.

Now, I know how was the feeling when you really lose someone you love, you care and the person brought you up.

Recently, I am sorry to hear a bad news of my friend too. I heard that she is admitted after her lungs got water. She has transferred to ICU too. Sincerely, I really don’t know what can I do now and I could not do anything here. I just can try my best to pray for her, I please that Lord Buddha to give her strength & motivation. I please my Buddha to pray her get well soon from her health problem. You will be alright too.

You are so meant to me because you have helped me so much, you changed me so much and you really inspired me so much these years. Therefore, I will always pray for you until you get well later.

(Amitabha & May You Be Well and Happy)

Dear friends,

The past may be gone forever and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold.”