Time is free, but it's priceless. This is how I experienced my days these years...

(This is my family, baba, mama & siblings and here is where I was a baby, a cute cute fat boy)

“Time is free, but it's priceless. You can't own it, but you can use it. You can't keep it, but you can spend it. Once you've lost it you can never get it back.”

(This is me where I was in Secondary School, and the down one is when I became the Student Representative of UTM. My life is just began)

I now feel very relax in doing my final year stuffs, everything in final year is seemed like simple & easy. I let go many of my dreams, but I keep the only dream in my heart which is to stay happily and to love & concern more people surrounding me.

“When dreaming, I'm guided through another world, time and time again. At sunrise I fight to stay asleep because I don't want to leave the comfort of this place, and it is because there's a hunger, a longing to escape, from the life I live when I'm awake.” I am now almost graduating and I just left another half a year in my university life, the best ever life I have gone through in my life span.

Yesterday, I walked to my classroom; it is my first experience after many semesters. Last time, I walked to classroom but I stopped walking since last two years after I got my motorbike (CY 2763). I thanked Gary for accompanying me to walk to classroom; the wind blew on my face and it was cold & relaxing. The wind of the day was seemed like the welcoming of Chinese New Year, Gong Xi Fatt Cai.

(Up: we are crazy four and I was with Mr. Sarong that day. Down: This is my favourite asset which is motorbike and my best ever Brother Gary)

Then, I recalled back the life & experience I had in UTM these years. I noticed, I felt & I knew I had changed so much. I changed from a Kampung Boy to a City Boy whereby I changed both internally & externally. From Biro Perpaduan to Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar, and from Beijing Delegation to London-Paris Delegation and recently South Korea Delegation; I have really seen my improvement & weaknesses here.

I become smarter, but I am worried that I will become an irresponsible leader, son, husband (father) one day if I keep moving, keep striving for my quality life and pursuing for materialistic life style. Therefore, I recalled my life when I was young. I was pure when I was in secondary school, then I remembered how I improved my English in SABS (Sek. Men. Keb. Abu Bakar). Again, I recalled my life when I was young and then I make a comparison of my life today.

(Good man, Beijing Delegation, London-Paris Delegation, & South Korea Delegation, a wonderful memory here)

Yes, I did change, I really changed. I changed in good aspects and bad aspects too. So, I meditated awhile and my heart told me :“Dear Woeidar, you are good today but you can do better if you choose to have a correct & positive attitude in your life.” Then I opened my eyes and ask me myself :“what is my main purpose in my life, wealth, money, car, condominium or happiness”.

Happiness, yes you are. Happiness is the main purpose I should seek for. I admitted that I had simply ignored it while I was striving for my life these years. Therefore and today I chose to seek for my happiness, the happiness from my pure heart.

Today, I have prepared a good meal for my best brothers in UTM who are Brother Gary and Brother HoHo. We enjoyed the meal and we chit chat many things too. Things have changed, but our friendship is still “perfect”. Sincerely, we seldom being stingy to each other and we don’t like AA Style. We normally pay for other’s meal when we have our meals outsides. Of course, I always pay for the coffee time, haha. This is our pure friendship, I like it the most.

Now, I know, there are many people we can try to give hands and try to help them in many ways. Your daddy, mummy, siblings, relatives, “brothers & sisters” and friends, are actually waiting for your concern and love.

(I like cooking, especially I like to cook for my best brothers in campus. This was where I prepared the ingredients)

Here, I would say that I love everybody that I knew. I wish of all you have a healthy, prosperous and blessed year indeed. May You All Be Well & Happy,

(This is where I cheered for my "Halal Beer", Starbucks or Old Town, but I like Coffee Bean the most)

Things raise & fall back just like sunrise sunset, everything is seemed like moving all the time and they are changing all the time too. When you are with panic, just take a long breath and then try to look through the situation again, you will see there are many ways of solution in life. Many of us feel down when we meet the crisis, but if you use your wisdom, you will solve things easily.

Cheers & Regards,

Metta.

Woeidar CHAI…