Recently, I really wanted to laugh at me myself! I feel like laughing myself because of my recent behavior. I now understand that I need “surprise” and I feel to act “merajuk” now. I think it is a funny “super natural action” that would be done by me.
When I see many of other friends got the surprise from the juniors, I ask myself that why not me too. As a human, I think everybody hopes to get as many as surprises too. But, the surprise given to me is known in the earlier right before the “surprise”. It seems like I know everything about the surprise! So does it consider a Surprise? I think I need to think about it.
Talking about “merajuk”, I think I know how to describe the word of “merajuk” now. I felt, I feel that I am trying to “merajuk” with others. I need to admit that my first impression given to others is a tough & serious man especially to my juniors. Somehow, I started being soft after the campaign. I learnt how to be “merajuk” and how to grumble with them. Haha, I am a Brand New Guy of Woeidar CHAI here…
I changed; I change to be a softer man, softer leader too! I am not sure how could it change these days. I guess it is a norm for a man actually. As a man, he needs care & love too. Same goes for me, I need someone to take care of me myself and I need someone to give me love too. Maybe, I feel tired after many of programmes these years and it is my time to look for a person taker. Sincere speaking, the best time to get a partner is during the campus life. We are so pure and we are so sincere when we are students. If you ask me would I like to have a uni girlfriend, I am sure that I am looking for a suitable candidate.
Anyway, I really feel happy when I see the surprise given by my juniors these days. Sometime, it was not their fault telling me earlier. I know why, it was because they need to confirm my schedule first. If I am free, it means most people will be free too. I still feel touched and surprising even though the surprise is no longer surprise because I knew before the planning, haha…
Thanks for bringing me surprises, love you all…
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