Is That My Obligation to Look After You? Is That My Duty to Give All The Time?

What can I do? What can I say?

Is that my fault? Is that my fault because I gave a high expectation on everybody or someone has taken granted from me?

I last to give a chance to me myself. If I don't see the improvement and therefore I'll withdraw from the team immediately. When I write this article, it is not because I am having emotional battling but it is because I feel speechless on many other issues especially ATTITUDE.

I will never say that I am a good man; I will never say that I am perfect all the time, but I will say that I am willing to learn and I always avoid the same mistake in life.

But, when I look back on some of you, then I started thinking on my own perspective! Who am I actually and why am I here for? I recalled how I suffered from the past and how I overcome all the challenges in the past. I don’t really expect what you can do, but I just hope you can always remember the Good Values in ATTITUDE. It was not because you cannot conduct a proper job in life/programme, but it was because you don’t really use heart to learn from the past.

Everybody is busy, me too, but I know what are the responsibilities in life. Of course, I might be strong and tough, you might not, but it doesn’t mean that I can complete everything in life in every 11^th Hour. I always delay my homework too but I at least inform my partner. I do inform my partner because I know we should not ask people to wait for, I know he/she must have something important to do in later.

What about you? Is that my obligation to look after you? Is that my duty to give all the time? I could give you but I just hope that you could respect me as a HUMAN, please? I just want to see a proper well-managed team working sprit among you all. Of course, if you treat me as a HUMAN, then you must know how to deal with me.

When you call me at 4 in the morning, I picked up the call. WHY and WHY I did so? Is it because I was so naïve believing CHANGE will come to you eventually? But, I decided to withdraw my words today; I will only give the last chance for me myself to stand for everything.

I therefore to say, I am sorry if I cannot see change in the team and I will leave without leaving any word here.

I am so sorry of everything!

Your dear friend/senior/father/grandfather,

Woeidar CHAI…